SJ-M’s songs~

Unnie, guess what. Although I can’t understand it fully yet, I can sing The moment and The one and In My Arms completely through. That makes four, right? Four songs I can sing completely in mandarin. But, Kiss Goodbye, is still my number one. Love Lee Hom’s voice in it. So soothing. Wish I could understand all of it.

 

Anyway. Did you hear? I know I’m really late on this but… SJ won!! Lack of sleep and this sickness made me forget exactly what. I’ve taken so much medicine today. And I still can’t sleep. Medicine, that is the only thing my body seems immune to. Everyone knows I get sick so easy, but for some reason medicine that is SUPPOSED to make me go to sleep, DOESN’T work for me. I’ve grown immune to them I’ve decided. You know, I’ve had all the songs on my computer on repeat for the past few days, and I’ve realized just how little I know. Like in ‘It’s Raining’ there are a few words that I just can’t figure out. and ‘LaLaLa’.  Lately I’ve been listening to ‘Paradox’ alot, and when they go REALLY fast, I can’t understand them at all. Speaking of the TRAX, I miss Rose. I’m sad now. I don’t know exactly when it was, but somehow the MV for SS501’s song ‘Song Calling For You’ ended up on my computer. I don’t remember downloading it. It may have been a long time ago, and I’ve just forgotten.

It’s sad but I have a lot of music on my computer, only one of which is an English song. And it just happens to be Ryeo Wook singing ‘Honesty’ and his voice is delicious as all ways. Only one japanese song too. ‘Chiri Boshi’ by Se7en. Is it strange that I have mostly Korean music on my computer? It seems strange. Not to mention the very limited collection of Chinese songs I have. Which just so happen to be SJ-M and Lee Hom, with a few others. I think I’m a little too picky.

 

I don’t think this post has made any sense. 2 hours before I go to mamaw’s. I can’t wait to get my hands on her computer. The things I will watch… *Sigh* I’ve went into withdrawel symptoms. I miss watching SJ on youtube. I really REALLY hate this computer. Speaking of withdrawel, Nick and Fatty(The fat boy) were both arrested a few days back. Some stupid assualt charges for nick… so not what really happened. But anywho…  Fatty was supposedly in the whole methlab thing. He was down the street though, how could he have been at the dope man’s house? Aish, Cedar Bluff police are so~ Argh.

 I reread your story. I can’t wait for the next little bit. I’m anticipating the shower scene. kekeke~ Ah, I’m weird~

I ate a whole container of parmesan cheese earlier. It was delicious. Why am I telling you this? I’m just so bored… Man In Love (Thirst) is a really good song, you know that?

 

Oppa called me earlier… I’m happy. He sounds well. He told me something interesting. You’ve been practicing your Mandarin hidden in your room. I think maybe you like that guy down at City Buffet. He is pretty cute. Needs to let his hair grow out a bit, I think. Short hair isn’t my thing though. *Touches own short hair* …On guys. Except on certain people. Like certain really hot singers, who look really hot with short hair.

 

7:22  I’m tired. The sun is up and I’m up and Chullie is up and I’m tired. *sigh* I’m tired of not knowing any more. I want to know now. Need to know. It hurts that I can’t yet…

 

Tired, hungry, bored, thirsty, my head hurts. I complain alot, I think. There’s an empty place. And it hurts so much. I have a hole in my heart…

 

Maybe I should marry the moon…

 

 

Unnie, I have to go now. Be healthy always. Forever love you.